This second one took a really long time to come together. Fortunately, people have been acting extra crazy lately so I have a lot of inspiration for number three and beyond.
Everything is a fart.
My mind is acting up today with loads of proof that I am a lousy human being who:
1. is not terribly well-liked.
2. is NOT doing anything good with her kids.
3. IS passing on a whole mess of neuroses to her kids.
4. is a big not-at-all-cute fatso.
5. lives in falling down house with incredibly stinky rats.
6. will never change.
Screw you, mind.
A girl in my class told me that she buys fun-looking socks whenever she is blue and now has so many she can't be bothered to match them so she always has two different socks on. Yesterday, I couldn't find two matching socks and I remembered her telling me this story. Wearing socks that don't match is freeing.
I am more pleased today than I can remember being in a long, long time and here's why:
1. Madhatter conversations with Vicky last night = feeling possible all over again
2. fat ass 100% on most recent school paper
3. laughing with Krip tonight and always
4. Isaiah telling us about rofl (rhymes with waffle)
5. Keeler's favorite band The White Stripes rocking our house and car lately
6. rats standing on their hind legs
7. creating and playing Mario bowling with a cute red-headed Fel
8. art making
9. Stack of books borrowed from Krip, including "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" which is bizarre and delicious.
10. collection of items found in library books
11. Rb and me, cheek to cheek